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Memory 29
Memory: "It's not fair. I'm alone again."
Category: Significant Negative
Game Won: Day 131, Yaksinis
Pages: Chapter 16, page 34-40
Description: She watches the girl for days on end- watches her go about her life so carefree and naive, so full of light and love. She can't make a move just yet, not with Mana's stubborn protectors skulking about, but they cannot stop her watching.
And she does; she watches the rogue Eraser attack one of Mana's soldiers, and the ensuing battle (Kirihara's victory; more's the pity). She watches the Darklore boy return Mana to her house, and there, on the balcony-
Kaoru feels it happen, a city away, feels the change as the boy leans toward Mana and she doesn't resist. She feels the sleeping doll wake from her slumber, casting off her innocence and becoming just like the rest of them; a filthy thing, no longer a doll but a human, soiled by desire.
And she screams.
She screams and screams and destroys whatever she can reach- furniture, bedding, her clothes, herself. She grabs a stuffed rabbit and rips it to shreds, finally collapsing on the bed, at first shaking with rage, but then...still. Numb.
No fair. No fair. No fair.
It's dirty. Her precious doll.
It's not fair.
Kuga watches her in her rampage, saying nothing, waiting until she speaks to approach. She can't even muster the emotion to appreciate the gesture.
"I'm tired. Kuga...I want to sleep...
...I've had enough. Kill them. Kill them all."
He touches her, and she leans back into his arms, barely feeling it.
"As you wish...Master."
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-aaand off the deep end we gooooo
Category: Significant Negative
Game Won: Day 131, Yaksinis
Pages: Chapter 16, page 34-40
Description: She watches the girl for days on end- watches her go about her life so carefree and naive, so full of light and love. She can't make a move just yet, not with Mana's stubborn protectors skulking about, but they cannot stop her watching.
And she does; she watches the rogue Eraser attack one of Mana's soldiers, and the ensuing battle (Kirihara's victory; more's the pity). She watches the Darklore boy return Mana to her house, and there, on the balcony-
Kaoru feels it happen, a city away, feels the change as the boy leans toward Mana and she doesn't resist. She feels the sleeping doll wake from her slumber, casting off her innocence and becoming just like the rest of them; a filthy thing, no longer a doll but a human, soiled by desire.
And she screams.
She screams and screams and destroys whatever she can reach- furniture, bedding, her clothes, herself. She grabs a stuffed rabbit and rips it to shreds, finally collapsing on the bed, at first shaking with rage, but then...still. Numb.
No fair. No fair. No fair.
It's dirty. Her precious doll.
It's not fair.
Kuga watches her in her rampage, saying nothing, waiting until she speaks to approach. She can't even muster the emotion to appreciate the gesture.
"I'm tired. Kuga...I want to sleep...
...I've had enough. Kill them. Kill them all."
He touches her, and she leans back into his arms, barely feeling it.
"As you wish...Master."
Reaction(s):
-aaand off the deep end we gooooo